Back to Reality.
I’d love to use my blog to “pose” as a Mommy, a Wife, and a Woman who has it all together. I’d like to create this persona of a person who can manage a house, go out and have fun, while feeling beautiful and feminine all at once. Sadly, I can’t. Sadly I don’t have it all together. I’m a good Mommy. My kids are fed, they have clean clothes, toys, they get attention, etc. I’m a decent wife. For the most part I keep my Husband happy. As far as feeling feminine, you’d think that there is nothing more feminine than becoming a mother (after-all, thats what a Woman’s body is for…RIGHT?). But truthfully, becoming a mother means I have less time to get ready each day. Less time to do my hair. Less time to do makeup. Less time to feel “feminine”.
Truth be told, I can’t do it all! I really don’t know how June Cleaver kept up with things. I’m really starting to understand why the Brady’s employed a housekeeper! I’ve not blogged in 3 weeks. I’d like to say I was busy with other important activities, but nope. I was just busy being busy. I’ve spent a lot of time over the last 3 weeks driving little RC cars. We upgraded our Losi Strikes for 2 Ofna Hyper 9s. I guess this would not mean much to you unless you knew about RC cars. Maybe (just maybe) someday I’ll write more about that. I’ve also spent a decent amount of time with friends and family.
My house is a mess, not a dirty nasty disaster, but it is lacking the organization i’d like it to have. I have dishes falling out of my sink (or at least thats how it feels). I think we have at least 3-4 loads of laundry that need done. I’m more than certain I have a bunch of babycrap that needs to be sorted and put into storage. I have cans of paint I’m just itching to use on my front entry and bedroom. While it may seem early to some, I’d LOVE to put the Christmas tree up early, and give my family more time to enjoy it’s beauty.
Many of the blogs I read are about Mommy’s who seem to have it all together. Well, I have to say, thats just not the case around here!
Hopefully soon I can update on a bit more, but in the meantime, perhaps, just perhaps I should start working on that to-do list of mine!
